University Experience and Clothing Ethics
As a university student, I navigated the complexities of wearing clothes aligned with Islamic ethics. While I primarily wore long shirts to adhere to these guidelines, there were moments when I experimented with shorter shirts in an attempt to forge friendships. However, I quickly reverted to long clothing, realizing that maintaining Islamic and ethical standards was essential to me.
Casual Attire and Initial Awkwardness
On campus, my wardrobe consisted of casual attire such as T-shirts, black jackets, black trousers, caps, bags, socks, and sports shoes. The first day of classes was particularly daunting, as I felt out of place. This feeling of awkwardness lingered as I wore this style daily, highlighting my struggle to fit into the university culture.
Fashion Evolution Through Graduation
Throughout my academic journey, I continued wearing these casual clothes until my final year. Each semester brought new colored outfits, yet the embarrassment of not conforming to the typical student attire weighed heavily on me. My peers often donned simpler clothing without additional layers like jackets or long shirts. This disparity made me feel even more disconnected, especially as a newcomer trying to find my place among established groups.
Commitment to Cleanliness and Confidence
Eventually, I committed to wearing long clothes that were larger than my body. This choice was intentional, as it helped prevent my body from being overtly visible. Maintaining cleanliness was paramount; I made regular trips to the laundry to ensure my clothes were free from dirt and odors. This attention to hygiene not only bolstered my personal confidence but also fostered better interactions with friends, as I felt more at ease knowing I presented myself well.
I’m Isnizal Z, a writer and lifelong learner based in somewhere warm, peaceful, and full of stories. Through daily prompts and personal insights, I share honest reflections on productivity, mindset, and the art of showing up. This blog is my digital journal—sometimes messy, always meaningful
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